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19 October 2009 @ 09:22 am
30 September 2009 @ 01:02 am
30 September 2009 @ 12:55 am
am i stuck between a reality and a dream?
hopeless naivety and harsh reality?
constraint and freedom?
squished between choices
roads that wind and narrow
and darken as i stare down the dark forest.
where does this one lead to?
stuck in the middle of the fork.
where do i go?
to my left, there is the future.
dark and unknown.
to my right, there is another future.
also equally dark and equally unknown.
am i to assume one is better than the other?
should i take one road alone?
or shall i take the road that i attempted to stumble across once
but keep ending up at the beginning fork.
an endless loop.
constantly in the middle.
of choices and decisions i should make.
which is right? what is wrong?
who is to decide?
can i trust myself?
where is left and right?
am i even in the middle?
this is the riddle of the girl stuck in the middle.
hopeless naivety and harsh reality?
constraint and freedom?
squished between choices
roads that wind and narrow
and darken as i stare down the dark forest.
where does this one lead to?
stuck in the middle of the fork.
where do i go?
to my left, there is the future.
dark and unknown.
to my right, there is another future.
also equally dark and equally unknown.
am i to assume one is better than the other?
should i take one road alone?
or shall i take the road that i attempted to stumble across once
but keep ending up at the beginning fork.
an endless loop.
constantly in the middle.
of choices and decisions i should make.
which is right? what is wrong?
who is to decide?
can i trust myself?
where is left and right?
am i even in the middle?
this is the riddle of the girl stuck in the middle.
music: yiruma - passing by...
08 March 2009 @ 05:18 pm
02 January 2009 @ 10:00 pm
20 August 2008 @ 05:18 pm
Title: Bittersweet
Rating: G
Pairing: Nakao Senri, Minami Nanba
Disclaimer: If I owned Hana Kimi, those two would have already be smexing.
Summary: As usual, Nakao can’t help but stare at Nanba-senpai.
( But, boys don't cry. )
20 August 2008 @ 03:10 pm
Title: Cinnamon Kisses
Rating: slight M
Pairings: RyomaxTezuka
Disclaimer: If I owned the pillar pair, trust me, I wouldn't be writing this
Summary: Ryoma gets a little curious as to how his Buchou tastes. ficlet.
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( A tantalizing mix of cinnamon and sugar. )
Rating: slight M
Pairings: RyomaxTezuka
Disclaimer: If I owned the pillar pair, trust me, I wouldn't be writing this
Summary: Ryoma gets a little curious as to how his Buchou tastes. ficlet.
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( A tantalizing mix of cinnamon and sugar. )
15 August 2008 @ 07:31 pm
Title: I Need You Tonight
Rating: T
Pairings: Possible SakuxSasu, Possible SakuxSai
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto.
Summary: Sakura is married to Sasuke and still loves him. One night when he finally snaps, Sakura realizes maybe that fairy tale dream she has always wanted, will never come true. When she leaves, will Sasuke realize how much she truly matters to him?
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mood: 
calm
calm04 July 2008 @ 04:06 pm
Title: Ready For Love
Rating: T (Maybe M later)
Disclaimer: I don't own Hana Kimi
Pairing: Nakao Senri x Minami Nanba
Summary: It was no secret that Nakao was hopelessly in love with Minami since high school. And it was no secret that Nakao was also rejected. Years has past and Nakao can say that he's truly matured, but when Minami is finally thrusted back into his life, can his heart take it?
Warning: Shounen-ai & maybe yaoi
( One was a voluptuous woman with blond hair and large blue doe-like eyes; the other was Nakao Senri. )
Rating: T (Maybe M later)
Disclaimer: I don't own Hana Kimi
Pairing: Nakao Senri x Minami Nanba
Summary: It was no secret that Nakao was hopelessly in love with Minami since high school. And it was no secret that Nakao was also rejected. Years has past and Nakao can say that he's truly matured, but when Minami is finally thrusted back into his life, can his heart take it?
Warning: Shounen-ai & maybe yaoi
( One was a voluptuous woman with blond hair and large blue doe-like eyes; the other was Nakao Senri. )
mood: 
chipper
chipper26 April 2008 @ 04:50 pm
It was Wednesday when I went to Anisha's house with Natasha to go study for AP US History. Somehow, we just ended up talking for like three hours. xD Instead of studying, yeah, I know. It's bad.
But it was so fun. We started talking about random stuff, like how I was going to go to Virginia for this Military Academy for like 12 days, and I how I was afraid I'd end up in remedial Physical Training, since I am so out of shape.
And we started doing push ups. Tasha did like 7. I did around 7 too. And Anisha did really girly pushups and did about 10. xD
When we were eating Anisha's mom delicious food and TEA, we were reminiscing. We were talking about how Anisha was such a perfectionist when it came to her art and stuff. And I said, "Man, I remember one time Anisha said 'I don't MAKE mistakes!'"
And we all started laughing and Tasha was like "Oh man! I'll never let you live that down!"
So Anisha was like "What about that thing you did...I'll never let you live it down. It was when...uh..."
And so Tasha started laughing because Anisha forgot.
So I said, "You mean when Tasha was rocking on the horse and was like "I always knew. I always knew!" " Had another laugh-fest.
And then played Wario Ware on Wii. xD Anywho, Thursday we finally did our study session.
And played Guitar Hero III after finishing our homework. Wo0t fun.
But it was so fun. We started talking about random stuff, like how I was going to go to Virginia for this Military Academy for like 12 days, and I how I was afraid I'd end up in remedial Physical Training, since I am so out of shape.
And we started doing push ups. Tasha did like 7. I did around 7 too. And Anisha did really girly pushups and did about 10. xD
When we were eating Anisha's mom delicious food and TEA, we were reminiscing. We were talking about how Anisha was such a perfectionist when it came to her art and stuff. And I said, "Man, I remember one time Anisha said 'I don't MAKE mistakes!'"
And we all started laughing and Tasha was like "Oh man! I'll never let you live that down!"
So Anisha was like "What about that thing you did...I'll never let you live it down. It was when...uh..."
And so Tasha started laughing because Anisha forgot.
So I said, "You mean when Tasha was rocking on the horse and was like "I always knew. I always knew!" " Had another laugh-fest.
And then played Wario Ware on Wii. xD Anywho, Thursday we finally did our study session.
And played Guitar Hero III after finishing our homework. Wo0t fun.
mood: amused
amused07 April 2008 @ 10:19 pm
Ehhh.
The tennis matched today sucked like hell.
I was playing doubles with my friend Cherie and like it was fine, until like this girl was serving and it didn't make it into the box barely. && I called it out.
And the girl on the the other side, who wasn't serving was like "That wasn't out! That was on the line!"
And basically, I was like. "Uh, I'm the one on THIS side, I think i can TELL when it's OUT or not."
And she was being a total bitch about it. And I was just like "Whatever, you guys can have the point. I don't care"
And like everytime I hit the ball out or something or missed it, she was being really rude about it. Like she'd start laughing, or sounded like really smug when she could call "OUT!".
I hate people like that. And the thing is, even if it DID hit the line, since it was on MY side of the court, I get to call it. Because that's what happened the last time i played, I thought that i'd be hitting the line but the other team kept calling it out. So I asked one of my other teammates who knew tennis better than me, and she was like if it hits the line on the other side, it's their call.
But whatever. I don't need to deal with that crap.
At least I got to hang out with some other people like my friend Este from Trimble Tech. She was looking through my Samsung mp3 player and was laughing at my playlist because it was superly duperly awesome. I had songs that she didn't think i'd have. Like "Everyone's a Little Bit Racist" by Avenue Q.
Made a new friend name Miguel, who was another person from Tech.
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Other than that, nothing else important really happened.
-Dolly
The tennis matched today sucked like hell.
I was playing doubles with my friend Cherie and like it was fine, until like this girl was serving and it didn't make it into the box barely. && I called it out.
And the girl on the the other side, who wasn't serving was like "That wasn't out! That was on the line!"
And basically, I was like. "Uh, I'm the one on THIS side, I think i can TELL when it's OUT or not."
And she was being a total bitch about it. And I was just like "Whatever, you guys can have the point. I don't care"
And like everytime I hit the ball out or something or missed it, she was being really rude about it. Like she'd start laughing, or sounded like really smug when she could call "OUT!".
I hate people like that. And the thing is, even if it DID hit the line, since it was on MY side of the court, I get to call it. Because that's what happened the last time i played, I thought that i'd be hitting the line but the other team kept calling it out. So I asked one of my other teammates who knew tennis better than me, and she was like if it hits the line on the other side, it's their call.
But whatever. I don't need to deal with that crap.
At least I got to hang out with some other people like my friend Este from Trimble Tech. She was looking through my Samsung mp3 player and was laughing at my playlist because it was superly duperly awesome. I had songs that she didn't think i'd have. Like "Everyone's a Little Bit Racist" by Avenue Q.
Made a new friend name Miguel, who was another person from Tech.
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Other than that, nothing else important really happened.
-Dolly
mood: 
aggravated
aggravatedmusic: Super Junior - U
07 April 2008 @ 12:54 am
Yay! I got Deputy Corps Commander on the 3rd. I was so nervous! I was the first person to go and I was just so like...blah!
Everything I studied, was everything they didn't ask me! :X
But I still got, technically, second place. So that's good.
I have a tennis match Monday...today. xD I absolutely suck at Tennis although, I have to admit, it's probably gonna be fun anyways.
On Saturday, after that horrible drill meet at Mesquite, I went to Parks mall with Monze and Tasha. We went ice skating && boy, are feet hurt like heck. Of course, I fell. But Tasha was making fun of me because apparently I fell like a Prancing Kitten. Like the way the sit after they do the splits.
After skating, we went to eat some Manchu Wok. That orange chicken was good.
Then we walked around to Hot Topic. There was this deliciously looking emo guy working there. Who kept asking us if we needed any help or were we looking. We couldn't figure out if he kept asking because he was checking us out or if he was trying to hint for us to get the hell out. xD
He bent down and like they were trying to get me to pay attention but Monze was in my way. So Tasha slapped me upside the head *ouch* and Monze moved and like my eyes just zoned in on his RED boxer-briefs. Ahh...we're so pervvy. Perverted teenage girls.
But it was funny. We'll just assume he was trying to hit on us. After that, we went back to the ice skating ring and bought some Starbucks.
I was getting sleeping but I had to go to Tasha's house to pick up my uniform so her mom could drop me off. Didn't get home until 11pm...thank god I beat my parents home. :X Or I would have gotten into some MAJOR trouble.
-Dolly
Sungmin!
Everything I studied, was everything they didn't ask me! :X
But I still got, technically, second place. So that's good.
I have a tennis match Monday...today. xD I absolutely suck at Tennis although, I have to admit, it's probably gonna be fun anyways.
On Saturday, after that horrible drill meet at Mesquite, I went to Parks mall with Monze and Tasha. We went ice skating && boy, are feet hurt like heck. Of course, I fell. But Tasha was making fun of me because apparently I fell like a Prancing Kitten. Like the way the sit after they do the splits.
After skating, we went to eat some Manchu Wok. That orange chicken was good.
Then we walked around to Hot Topic. There was this deliciously looking emo guy working there. Who kept asking us if we needed any help or were we looking. We couldn't figure out if he kept asking because he was checking us out or if he was trying to hint for us to get the hell out. xD
He bent down and like they were trying to get me to pay attention but Monze was in my way. So Tasha slapped me upside the head *ouch* and Monze moved and like my eyes just zoned in on his RED boxer-briefs. Ahh...we're so pervvy. Perverted teenage girls.
But it was funny. We'll just assume he was trying to hit on us. After that, we went back to the ice skating ring and bought some Starbucks.
I was getting sleeping but I had to go to Tasha's house to pick up my uniform so her mom could drop me off. Didn't get home until 11pm...thank god I beat my parents home. :X Or I would have gotten into some MAJOR trouble.
-Dolly
Sungmin!mood: 
sleepy
sleepy29 March 2008 @ 08:10 pm
Hi! My name is Dolly!
I don't really know what to say. It's kind of boring at the store. I haven't done this blog stuff since Xanga.
I actually have a lot of homework I should do. But I don't really want to do Calculus A/B work right now.
Especially since I hate anything to do with Calculus.
Anywho, if anyone is reading this. I know that many of the LJ members post their fanfictions and such on here.
Can anyone explain how they do this? O.O
-Dolly
I don't really know what to say. It's kind of boring at the store. I haven't done this blog stuff since Xanga.
I actually have a lot of homework I should do. But I don't really want to do Calculus A/B work right now.
Especially since I hate anything to do with Calculus.
Anywho, if anyone is reading this. I know that many of the LJ members post their fanfictions and such on here.
Can anyone explain how they do this? O.O
-Dolly
mood: 
bored
bored